Hey!!!!! Well I have stepped back on the inspirational posts, blog posts and sharing so much. Well I just haven’t felt like it. I am not feeling very inspirational right now. Most days I have to bite my tounge from saying things I know I shouldn’t. Still with Beachbody and I don’t plan on stepping back from that anytime soon…
So what’s going on? Endometriosis is a bitch. Seriously how do you keep the positivity up when you feel that you are doing all this hard work for nothing. That you’re taking care of yourself and your body is still failing you. How can you eat right and exercise and still have health problems even after making a choice for surgery that you never thought you would have to make at the age of 29. Then at 30 have to make another tough decision because the Endo is not done yet. It’s discouraging, but I’m still here still fighting for my health and working on being better daily. I show up everyday, exhausted and sometimes moody and persevere.
Always going to back to my why, like why the hell I started doing this to begin with. Sometimes I remind myself that if I hadn’t taken care of me how much worse if a situation I may be in. I workout and eat healthy for me, for my kiddos, for my husband, for my health. I show up because Every Sweat Matters, because I still can.
I’ll be back to my old self soon I hope and I find inspiration daily with my team, and my challengers. So I thank you all for holding me up!
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